2014. november 14., péntek

Dear, dear diary 2.


Woke up this morning with a hope that everything in the past couple of years was only a nightmare, an imagination of the dark side of my brain. I felt like my friends are still here around me, that my future is predictable, that I can freely work using my best knowledge and receive a salary for my knowledge, that I calmly learn in high school, that I can read newspapers with useful news.

When I was completely awaken, I realized that it was only a dream. This futureless madness still goes on.  And this present has frozen me.  Wherever I go, whatever I would like to do, I feel that I am defenseless, vulnerable, because there is no law that will protect me, that will give guidance, that will regulate the relationships, as I have already mentioned it yesterday. People without social knowledge and emphaty are only changing the legal system to fulfill their dream of absolutistic society… 

Whenever one of them makes a mistake or is going to make a mistake, the legal system is changed immediately, to avoid problems.  Not the problem is healed… but a door is opened for more craziness.

Lawyers… I do respect them, if they respect the basic human rights not only in words, but in actions as well. And if their aim is the global human well being.

What really gives me hope is that there is a law, there is a judge – here, on earth – that will stop this nonsense.  This is the only way to start again a normal life.

One day I will wake up - I am sure, absolutely sure - in a normal life. It is just a matter of time. Until then I have to dream, to escape this reality that is not reality at all.

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